Same weight. 

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Well I’m the same weight as I was yesterday. I was hoping that I would hit my 100lbs to day. Sadly that did not happen. I’m going to very careful of what I eat today so I can get there tomorrow. I am so close and I don’t want to mess it up now! I did good today. I didn’t cheat or over eat which is a plus! I’m proud of how far I have come from a year ago to now. It’s a huge difference not only in weight but in strength over food. 

Thinking to the future. My next goal will be to get another 32lvs down before June 1st. I don’t know if I will be able to do it but I’m going to try. I have come so far but I still have a very long way to go until I’m at my goal weight of 180. I have got to do it because the only other option is to gain and I will not go back to the way it was. 

I skipped breakfast.

For lunch I had Mediterranean tuna. 2g carbs. 

For dinner we had pizza casserole. 6g carbs. 

Total carbs for the day 8g. Way under my goal. Hopefully that’s enough to get me to my goal tomorrow.

I drank about 60lbs of water today. Not bad but not good. 

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1.5lbs to go!! 

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I am so excited. I am only 1.5lbs away from being 100lbs down in a year!! I’m going to be very careful with what I eat today to be absolutely sure that I can lose that weight by tomorrow. I’m hoping it doesn’t go up because of what I had for lunch yesterday. Fingers crossed because I am so close to my goal. I never even thought I would get close to 100lbs lost in a year. I am so close! 

Me and my husband had a really good time last night on our date. The movie was funny and we had a really good time. Yesterday was the first day that I did not cry at all. Things are looking up and we are trying to be hopeful. Today we went to go shooting. I’m definitely getting better at it the more I shoot. It was fun.It is also a huge stress release for both us. I think we are going to start going a couple times a month. I wish the weekend was longer because I want to spend more time with him. Lately it feels like we are just dating again. I have no idea why but I like it!

For breakfast I had a couple pepperonis. 0g carbs. 

For lunch I had pork rinds with cheese and blue cheese dressing. 6g carbs. 

For dinner we had steak with w little bit of salsa. 4g carbs.

Total carbs for the day 10g. Way under my goal for the day! 

Today I drank 68oz of water. Not bad but I still could drink more!

4lbs to go! 

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I’m freaking out. I only have 4lbs left to lose until I’m 100lbs down. This can’t be real! I hope I can make it. Just 6 days left. I just have to stay focused. I can do this! I feel so motivated right now. I just hope I don’t do anything to mess it up because I’m so close. 

I didn’t want to stay in the house alone today so my sister invited me to go to the movies and to lunch with her and her friend. I was worried because I absolutely love popcorn but I can’t have it! We also went out to eat afterwards to a Mexican restaurant (my favorite). I had chicken breast with cheese, onions, and mushrooms. Hopefully I didn’t go over my carb limit for the day off of that! Just to be on the safe side I didn’t eat anymore carbs for the rest of the day. Right now me and my husband ate going on date night which since my miscarriage started happening we are making a habit to go on date night once a week. We are gonna be to see a movie so we will see how well I can resist again. 

I think I’m OK emotionally. I had a pretty good day yesterday. My husband broke down which absolutely kills me because there’s nothing I can say or do to fix it and I hate it. We are getting stronger everyday even if it’s just a tiny bit. Im so happy to have him here. I could not handle this all by myself. 

I skipped breakfast.

For lunch I had A chicken breast with mushrooms and onions. I’m going to say there were at least 15g carbs to be on the safe side. 

For dinner I had some Parmesan cheese chips. 3g carbs. 

For a snack I had some pepperonis. 0g carbs. 

Total carbs for the day roughly 18g. Which is still under my goal. 

Today o have drank about 40oz of water. I’m working on another 34oz bottle and that will be done before I go to bed tonight.

6lbs to go! 

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I have 7 days a 6lbs to go. I don’t know if I can do it but I’m sure as hell going to try. It all comes down to this next week. I have to do my best to keep making progress! I’m determined to have better days. I have to up my steps and I’m going to try and stay around 10g carbs a day instead of 20g. It’s going to be hard but o have to teach this goal. I’ve lost a lot over this past year I’m not about to lose this goal. If anything goes right it will be my progress on this diet! I have to stay determined and focused on my goal. 

I skipped breakfast.

For lunch I had tuna. 2g carbs.

For dinner I had chicken with cheese and salsa. 10g carbs. 

Total carbs for the day 12g carbs. Under my goal for the day! 

So far I have only lying drank 34oz of water today. I’m going to try and drink another bottle before bed. 

9 pounds to go!  

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Well I weighed this morning and I have 9lbs to lose in 7 days. Not really possible but I’m going to try my hardest. Yesterday was rough. My sister-in-law announced she was pregnant on facebook. I’m mad and sad about this whole thing. I want to be happy for her but how can I when I just lost my first pregnancy. I’m trying my hardest not to cheat because I know it won’t make me feel better just worse. I just have to stay strong which isn’t working very well. 

I really have to get my exercise up. At least 10,000 steps a day or going to the gym. That’s probably is what is holding back my progress. For a while I just seemed kind of stuck because I was doing the diet correctly but not much exercise. Next week is health and body week with my class so I will be doing exercises with which will be good. Today I walked 7,000 not where I want to be but I’m going to try harder tomorrow.

I skipped breakfast.

For lunch I had Mediterranean tuna. 2g carbs. 

For dinner we had pizza casserole. 11g carbs. 

Total carbs for the day 13g. Under my goal! 

So far I have only drank about 50oz of water. I need to start drinking more everyday. I keep saying that but one day I will actually do it. 

Lost

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Today was an okay day. I’m still feeling lost and confused about everything going on in life.i don’t understand why this is happening  or what I did wrong. I am not doing well emotionally. 

I’m trying to stick to my diet even though all I want to do is stuff my face with stuff I shouldn’t have. I want comfort food because I feel like right now that’s the only thing that can bring me peace. A year ago I coped with emotions with eating. Now that I’ve lost 90lbs in can’t do that. So I have no where to turn. I have no idea what Im going to do. 

I skipped breakfast.

For lunch today  had ranch tuna.3g carbs. 

From dinner we had low carb chicken fried steak. 0g carbs. 

For a snack I had some sweet heat pork rinds and salsa. 6g carbs.

Total carbs for the day 9g. Way under my goal. 

I drank 75oz of water today.